…passed like any other day… on a second thought, i had been much happier and had more fun on those ordinary days.
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happy thought….
i’ll just think about yesterday.
we had another eat like a pirate night and it had been a while to have the whole family eat dinner together. though traffic was worse than ever, it was nice to finally have poink poink, ate belle and kuya matt join us. the family’s getting bigger 
it had always been a struggle to write about tralala.happy.moments. im no CRANK though. LOL.
how could it be
that comfort resides
both in your love
when we’re together,
and in pain
when im all alone…?
oh the agony
of living in contradiction
and speaking endlessly of ripples in silent water
could this just be a state of mind
an illusion that can be changed
or an incurable sickness
maybe even the core of who i am…
am i love and hate at the same time?
Lay your secrets with me;
Needless to say how safe
it would be…
Tell me one more frustration;
I’ll be strong enough to hold
yet another depression…
Be certain to hear no judgment;
So come share with me
your discontentment…
I’m your wooden box
with no fancy cover;
from the backstabbing world
I could be your shelter…
by Richard Anthony Tapia
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touched. now i owe him one….
Strike 1 for Mr. Beyond Reproach
looming from iniquities
begging for redemption
it was a slow and winding rebirth…
Strike 1 for Lady Remorse
-shameful difference
but apparently,
she’s not worth a 2nd chance.
Feed the widow to the dogs
she’s dead and gone.
The End.
what would be the use
of strategic offensive or defence
in a battle where your greatest enemy
is none other than
yourself?
…where would true victory lie?
time to let go of the air that uv tried to suck in for far too long. there are pinpricks at the chest and the back as remnants of that unwitting experience, but other than that.. there’s relief.
..live and learn
..live and learn.
Over the mountains and the sea,
Your river runs with love for me,
and I will open up my heart
and let the Healer set me free.
I’m happy to be in the truth,
and I will daily lift my hands:
for I will always sing of when
Your love came down.
Oh, I feel like dancing -
it’s foolishness I know;
but, when the world has seen the light,
they will dance with joy,
like we’re dancing now.
*tough life*
rely on your self and never depend on anyone else to make your life better. gotta find the strength to rough it out ’til the end.
1. RAI in his skaterboy outfit demonstrating how he mounts his imaginary skateboard - how gracious and just so gay
2. CY doin the ENERGO ENERGO dance (courtesy of ASF dancers) - nuff said!! ;D
